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Where can you reduce clutter in your life? My damn brain. Give that shit a reboot. Or just yeet it out the window and start over. Byeeee clutter.
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I’ve been quiet on my online journal but I’ve still been writing lots, processing lots. I should probably collate everything and put it on here or I’m not really sharing my true ‘becoming’ journey. But December was a crazy month – as it is with children – then towards the end I just sort of…
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I’m floating freeBut the waves keep trapping me Waves are supposed to move as oneBut the waves are fractured Waves surround meComing at me from all anglesCrashing into meWave after wave I can’t breatheBut I’m floating,Free I’m not going under I’m floating I’m breathing Free If I trust the water, I can just be I can…
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Need to write. Should write. No idea what to write. The truth is, I’m feeling disconnected from myself. I feel as though I’m watching my life, rather than live it at the moment. I’m just going through the motions. It’s such an odd feeling. I didn’t notice it until earlier – I lit a candle,…
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Tired Tired of pretending Tired of smiling Tired of being Tired of work Tired of hoping Tired of being present So tired
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You watch me every morning and every evening. It’s our routine. Do you talk to your friend across the hall about me? Do you see what I see? Do you see how I avoid your gaze? I need you (both) though, I can’t avoid you (both) completely. But I find it hard to face you…
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I tried writing a letter to my past self today. I couldn’t do it. It wasn’t that it felt too emotionally hard or it physically hurt, it was the fact I had nothing to say. I wanted to tell her that she was strong and she isn’t alone but when I think back to her,…
Becoming, Lucy 