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  • Surviving Built This Life

    My drive home today was a metaphor. Not something beautiful but… Bittersweet. One of those metaphors where people say the end is always worth it, where the goal is worth the struggle, worth the…

  • Altitude

    I climbed a mountain today.There was no view waiting for me.There was no relief when I reached the top.Instead I asked,What now? Now. I feel stuck here.There’s no way down.There’s only up.Still. I thought…

  • Allowed

    Today I did something scary. I admitted to a friend I wanted to be a writer. And here I am admitting it again. It’s a big day for becoming Lucy.  When I admitted it,…

  • On Wanting to Be Seen

    Lately I’ve been noticing my patterns and how I respond to certain things, specifically around being supported and being seen. I crave being seen. It has taken a lot of internal work to realise…

  • Seconds

    I burnt myself in the shower today.Not by accident.I got in and turned it up.Slowly.Gradually.It got to the perfect temperature.Then I asked what if I kept going,so I did.When the water touched me next,I…

  • Tonight

    I’ve been listening to a lot of NF recently… I know, that tells you a lot about where my head and heart is at. Not sure what I’m to say about that, or why…

  • A Calling

    A calling. It has been on my mind for a month now. I saw a video from one of my favourite creators, not knowing their calling,I realised I don’t know mine. I have never…

  • Notes From A Coffee Shop

    I have rewritten this starting sentence about twenty times. I’m just not sure what I want to say and that summarises my week. The truth is I’ve been busy working on evenings, overwhelmed and…

  • Blah

    I’m just not sure today. I need to write because the thoughts feel like they are stacking up again (it has only been two days since I last wrote) but I’m not sure what…