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  • WordPress Asked, I Answered

    Where can you reduce clutter in your life? My damn brain. Give that shit a reboot. Or just yeet it out the window and start over. Byeeee clutter.

  • Digital Hearses

    I couldn’t write last night. I didn’t feel as though I had anything to say which is funny because I spent the whole day with the giggles. I spent the whole day catching myself…

  • Liminal

    I just turned the music up in my headphones to avoid feeling, to stop thinking. Of course it didn’t work, the thoughts just got louder. They don’t want to be silenced now that I…

  • I Wish I Knew The Question

    So this week I wrote about not really being ready for the end of the year or ready to close that chapter of my life yet – how I feel like I’m still searching…

  • Mid-chapter

    I’ve been quiet on my online journal but I’ve still been writing lots, processing lots. I should probably collate everything and put it on here or I’m not really sharing my true ‘becoming’ journey.…

  • Learning To Float

    I’m floating freeBut the waves keep trapping me Waves are supposed to move as oneBut the waves are fractured Waves surround meComing at me from all anglesCrashing into meWave after wave I can’t breatheBut…

  • A Turning Point

    Recently I have been lost – feeling alone, numb, quiet, tired. Protecting myself (I think) from processing, from truly feeling my emotions. I’m not sure what gave me the push to process again or…

  • I Didn’t Mean To Fall Behind

    A realisation I had yesterday… I started at the frontI started strong,with hope,a steady pace. I walk the road with others,surrounded by familiar faces.Faces that are comforting,encouraging. The road is hard,I have fallen behind.I’m…

  • Catching Up With Myself

    Hey you… It has been a while hasn’t it? Life has been… well life. Kids ill constantly, myself ill, travelling, work, Christmas events. It has been nonstop. But I haven’t come back to talk…