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  • Thank You For Staying, Demons

    I tried writing a letter to my past self today. I couldn’t do it. It wasn’t that it felt too emotionally hard or it physically hurt, it was the fact I had nothing to…

  • Here

    Wrote this right after my diary entry… I needed it out of me. Feeling. Feeling isn’t hard. We all feel. I feel so far apart. I am not here. I am there. Where is…

  • Dear Diary, I have nothing to say…

    Dear Diary, It’s cold today. I don’t feel as though I have much to say. It has been an average Saturday. Storm Amy wasn’t as bad as they made out it was going to…

  • My Brain Feels Heavy

    I have thoughts. Don’t we all? Ha. No. I mean, so many. So many thoughts that I can’t hear them or see them or make sense of them. The overwhelm is too much. I…

  • Rediscovering The Emo Girl I Buried

    I listen to music. A lot of music. You will find me with headphones on 75% of the time, which doesn’t sound much but I am a mother first, so when I’m looking after…

  • The Clouds Gave Me An Existential Crisis

    In September I took a train, I saw a cloud and it caused words to fall out of me, which then of course made me freak out. These are the words that left me:…

  • The Window

    I can see in. I can feel everything. But I can’t reach you. I can’t help you. Let me help you. Let me carry this for you. Won’t you let me? You will let…